Ati Criticizing Shardeya

 Shardeya... Poor Shardeya... Does he have any way to escape Ati's company...!!! Ati certainly will not die before Shardeya... Meanwhile he has to tolerate Ati throughout his life...

Shardeya has spent most of his time as any normal child belonging to any average middle class family... A family that holds education superior to any other wealth...

Ati on the other hand has been a demon inside the head of Shardeya...

"Choose what you want - 'To live in shock' or 'To live in regret'... Decide what you want... "

Ati has idea for both kind of lives... 

"To live in shock, make plans, preparations and work towards the goal...

To live in regret, trust the trend, count on your decisions and wander aimlessly while the time is lost..."

Ati is as old as Shardeya... He has influenced Shardeya every second of his life... Shardeya has yielded to Ati on several of occasions... Is Ati ungrateful...? Now read what he says next...

"Everyday your mood will decide what is the principle and what is right...

The mood will keep changing then when time would have been lost - face consequences of having committed whatever you have or consequences of the ignorance to commitments you could have met in time... Then act as if you dont have any clue about why is whatever happening in your life..."

Now look how in his criticism he speaks about "utility of time"... How would you handle such a crazy fellow who influences completely focussed on one person... Who cant even go to a retreat without his company...!!!

Shardeya has no long term goals and plans but is keen to know about himself... Like any scholar would be interested in... He has decided to note down any piece of poetry or couplet that he would come across in an year... in a notebook... Ati has an opinion on that too...

"One year... A time you have decided to collect shit in a notebook... The shit that was served in your course curriculum throughout your school life... You choose to lift pen instead of sword not because of its might... You have lifted a pen just because it is light in weight..."

Shardeya however has an answer to these rhetoric... It is simple - "I dont know... Let me see if I will be shocked or would I regret in future..."

Ati cant help Shardeya... Who can help Shardeya...? Why does Ati even think that Shardeya needs help...!!!



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